In the midst of preparation for A’s

20 more days to Alevels GP.

Geee.. I really don’t know what to feel? I have been failing GP for my entire 2 years in JC. I have got GP tuition and i find it really helpful but apparently i am too dumb to apply what I’ve learnt. I guess I’m gonna fail my GP during alevels too. Since I’m part of the bottom 10th percentile in my school. (Lecturer once said so)

Ya but whatever. I really can’t concentrate and find the motivation that i need for this last lap. I have already planned out how I am going to finish revising the syllabus for other subjects, but for GP…

And it’s also ridiculous how I’ve been failing all my other subjects but still being hopeful to at least see A Band Cs on my result slip next year. I don’t know if Im too optimistic or pessimistic. Whatever it is, it just feels super uncomfortable to go into the exam hall knowing that you’ve gotten like so many Us but still have to sit for an official exam that somewhat determines your entire life. I can’t be bothered anymore. Argggghh, i shall do everything i can now to try to save my own ass. I dont wna disappoint anyone, esp myself.

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